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Saturday, June 18th, 2005
12:54 pm - cause Im a dork, yo...
xanga is being stupid. something is going on and the comment option is down. kinda sucky, but whatever.

just to kill time... even though I dont have a lot of it left right now (have to leave for work in 30 minutes... gah.

() Smoked a cigarette.
() Smoked a cigar.
(x) Smoked a joint.
() Crashed a car.
() Stolen a car.
(x) Been in love.
() Had a threesome.
(x) Been dumped.
() Shoplifted.
() Been fired. --no, but I quit a job cause I thought I would be
(x) Been in a fist fight.
(x) Snuck out of the house. --my cousins and I
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
() Been arrested
() Made out with a stranger.
() Gone on a blind date.
(x) Lied to a friend.
() Had a crush on a teacher.
() Been to Europe.
(x) Skipped school. --but my mom called me in, so no worries :)
() Seen someone die.
(x) Been to Canada. --as a baby
() Been to Mexico.
() Been on a plane.
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
() Thrown up in a bar.
() Purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
(x) Eaten Sushi.
() Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone from the internet in person
(x) Been moshing at a concert.
(x) Been in an abusive relationship.
(x) Taken painkillers.
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now.
(x) Laid and watched cloud shapes go by.
(x) Made a snow angel.
(x) Had a tea party.
(x) Flown a kite.
(x) Built a sand castle.
(x) Gone puddle jumping.
(x) Played dress up.
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
(x) Gone sledding.
(x) Cheated while playing a game.
(x) Been lonely.
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school
() Used a fake ID.
(x) Watched the sun set.
() Felt an earthquake.
(x) Touched a snake.
(x) Slept beneath the stars.
(x) Been tickled.
(x) Been robbed. --if by my brother counts
(x) Been misunderstood.
(x) Pet a reindeer/goat.
(x) Won a contest.
(x) Run a red light.
() Been suspended from school.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(x) Had braces.
(x) Felt like an outcast.
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night.
(x) Had deja vu.
(x) Danced in the moonlight.
(x) Hated the way you look.
(x) Witnessed a crime.
() Pole danced.
() Been obsessed with post-it notes.
() Walked barefoot through the mud.
(x) Been lost.
() Been to the opposite side of the world.
(x) Swam in the ocean. --the gulf...?
(x) Felt like dying.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers.
() Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.
(x) Sung karaoke
() Paid for a meal with only coins.
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(x) Made prank phone calls when you were younger
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain.
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus.
() Been kissed under the mistletoe.
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about.
(x) Blown bubbles.
(x) Had a bonfire on the beach.
() Crashed a party.
(x) Gone rollerskating.
(x) Had a wish come true.
() Worn pearls.
(x) Jumped off a bridge.
(x) Screamed the word penis in public.
(x) Ate dog/cat food.
(x) Told a complete stranger you loved them.
(x) Kissed a mirror.
(x) Sang in the shower.
() Owned a little black dress.
(x) Had a dream that you married someone.
(x) Glued your hand to something. --my other hand. haha...
() Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole.
() Kissed a fish.
(x) Worn the opposite sex's clothes.
() Been a cheerleader.
(x) Sat on a roof top.
(x) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
(x) Done a one-handed cartwheel.
() Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours.
(x) Stayed up all night.
(x) Didn't take a shower for a week
(x) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree.
(x) Climbed a tree.
() Had a tree house.
(x) Are scared to watch scary movies.
(x) Believe in ghosts.
() Have more than 30 pairs of shoes.
() Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say.
() Gone streaking
(x) Played ding-dong-ditch.
(x) Played chicken.
(x) Been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on.
(x) Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger.
() Broken a bone.
(x) Been easily amused.
(x) Caught a fish then ate it. --not imediatly after, but later that night, after it was cooked, yes.
(x) Caught a butterfly.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried so hard you laughed.
(x) Mooned/flashed someone.
(x) Had someone moon/flash you.
(x) Cheated on a test
(x) Forgotten someone's name.
(x) Slept naked.
(x) French braided someone's hair. -tried without much success
() Grown a beard.
() Belonged to the KKK

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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
12:07 pm
swimming is only fun when it is WARM outside. it is NOT warm at nine in the morning.

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Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
3:42 pm - heart
"I did once try to kill the worlds greatest lover, but then I realized that there were laws against suicide."

-Robert Terwilliger
(aka: Sideshow Bob)

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Monday, June 6th, 2005
1:18 pm
nothing real interesting has been happening lately. this isnt a bad thing... just, makes things kinda boring at times. haha...

kelley is home now. its nice to have her back, cause now I dont have to shoo away the roommates by myself... we went to the movies yesterday and saw lords of dogtown and the sisterhood of the traveling pants. I initially thought that it looked rather stupid, and I didnt want to see it, but something convinced me to, and it really wasnt that bad. it was kinda sad, but the stories were good and I enjoyed it. and I REALLY enjoyed the lords of dogtow. even though Im not a skater...

so kelley and I are going to play laser tag tongiht. Im looking forward to this. I havent played in a while, and its oh so much fun. tonight will, I think, be good.

current mood: peaceful

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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
11:24 pm - one last thing before I go to bed...
I find it funny that the only person who ever really talks to me on aim is my roommate, and usually hes doing it from one floor below me. I gave a couple people at work my screen name and they never talk to me. I mean, why would they ask for it if they werent even going to talk to me? Im not upset by this, I just find it amusing. maybe they hate me... haha... :)

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9:46 pm - I learned something today:
fish are canibals. there were a few fish nipping at a dead one in an aquarium at meijer. the same thing was happening at petco. it was crazy.

current mood: ...?

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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
6:51 pm
ok, so although Ive had my computer on since I got home, I lied about how I wasnt going to clean/organize my closet/room on this little 'vacation' of mine. I put all of the clothes that I dont wear/need into a duffle bag and into the guest room (for now). I also put all of my hoodies/things I dont wear but might want to at a later time (ok, stuff I just didnt want to get rid of) into another duffle bag and in the guest room. so my closet has a wee bit more space (the duffle bags arent extreamly big), and Im a wee bit happier with myself for getting something done and not just being lazy.

now, off to find some more music. --Ive been looking up bands on amazon and b&n, seeing what I like and downloading it. its a slow process, but its rather fun and Im enjoying it.

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2:26 pm
I got to leave work early today. and although I need the money (and since Ive requested 3 days off for this week and next), and should probably have stayed, I really just wanted to get out of there. I dont know exactly what Im going to do now, though. I went out looking for a skirt (yes, a skirt... I know), but no luck. Im way too picky - but since I wont be wearing it that much, and theyre not free, why shouldnt I be?

anyhoo, Im home alone now (well, the animals are here, but I dont think they really count) and its great. no one to make me feel bad about staying up in my room... hahaha. ahh... time to do something other than this.

current mood: calm

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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
8:33 pm
so, Ive decided to take a 'vacation'. and since I cant actually go anywhere, this means that Im just not going to do anything here. Im sick of being stressed out all of the time. Im thinking I just need to relax and not worry about anything. so, Im not going to finish organizing my closet/room (haha... not that Ive even really started), and, other than work, Im only going to do what I want to do... and likely that wont include anything but sitting in my room, working on photoshop and talking on aim... (that is, if anyone is even on... its kinda hard to talk to people when no ones on. and I dont really want to talk to myself, so... yeah.) and, most importantly, Im not going to worry about anything. I need to clear my thoughts and just relax. anyhoo. thats the plan. now, hopefully this will help with the stress, and maybe I'll stop being so easily irritated.

current mood: better - I think

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7:30 pm - Id really like to talk, but they took away my tounge, and replaced it with a thousand lonely tears
Ive been really depressed lately and Im not sure why. I keep feeling stressed out and as if Im going no where. I keep thinking that Im just lonely, but I dont think thats really it, because I have all of my friends right here. Im easily annoyed, and its making me feel like a jerk. even if, in my current state, its not a good thing, I really just want to be left alone. this isnt so easy when, everytime I say Im going to do something, my roommates say "great idea - lets go!" I was going to go to sami's pita house and get some food, but I didnt really know how to get there, so carl said "well, if you want to wait until lori gets home we can all go" and since I have a hard time saying no to people, I agreed. when we got home he started clearing off the table so we could eat. I was like "uhmm... Im actually going to eat in my room" and he sort of gave me a hard time about it, saying Im being 'anti-social' lately. *sigh* Im not sure what to do anymore. I just want to cry and get it over with, but Im thinking that wont help.

I need something - I just wish I knew what it was.

current mood: pretty crappy

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Monday, May 30th, 2005
12:15 am - theres travel in your future when your tounge freezes to the back of a speeding bus...
Family members have long been a source of confusion in your life. On the one hand, you want to stay close to them, because you know you should. On the other, you want to rebel against them, because you feel you should. That dilemma will surface once again now, demanding to be solved. Your mission, should you choose to accept it -- and you undoubtedly will -- is to find a happy medium. Good luck, soldier.

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Sunday, May 29th, 2005
6:17 pm - I love technology...
my computer decided to restart itself as I was in the middle of a post. great, eh?

anyhoo... Im stuck here all week, with no one to talk to aside from my silly roommates. well, theres always people at work, but what about when I get home? huh... looks like I'll be spending a LOT of time online. woo hoo. hopefully someone will be on to talk to me. haha...

so I have my liscense now. I feel like I have more freedom now. not that I have my car or anything, but oh well. at least I get to use kelleys while shes in mississippi. its better than nothing, even if I can only go to work and back. hopefully Ill be getting my car here soon. I need carl to fix the ignition with a button instead. right now you have to 'play' with it for, like, 10 minutes before the key will even turn. it really sucks.

I should probably go downstairs now. lori just cam up here with a dr pepper for me. she also asked if I was going to watch the final cut with her and carl tonight... I said yes cause I dont want them to think I dont like them or anything... *sigh* looks like Ill be organizing my room tomorrow, instead. meh...

current mood: I havent decided, yet.

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Saturday, May 21st, 2005
11:24 pm
I felt pretty crappy yesterday, but Im not going to get into it. Ive realized that things dont always turn out how Id like them to, and Im just going to have to deal with it. so theres really no reason for me to be upset about something that I have no control over, because that will just make everything worse in the end.

I ended up seeing unleashed last night. and, lucky for me, I saw it for free. my bank account didnt really want me to pay for it, but I was willing to just cause I was so bored and needed something to cheer me up. the movie was actaully really good ...not that I was expecting it not to be, or anything. Im not really into jet li, but I love morgan freeman... and they both did wonderful. Id recomend this movie to ANYONE.

hmm... really havent been up to a whole lot lately. working 9-5 at the theatre now. more hours, and since I just got another raise, more money. I feel bad because Im now making more than some of the people who have been there longer. its kinda crazy, but hey, whatever... other than that I think Im going to go to holland tomorrow. I need to pay for my road test by five on monday, and since I work while they are open I'll have to leave the money with someone else and have them drop it off for me. ...maybe I;ll get to go home for a little bit and see my parents and brothers... that would be nice :)

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Friday, May 20th, 2005
9:38 pm
I want to go see unleashed tonight but the theatre will likely be REALLY busy... and even though it'll probably mostly be star wars people, Im not sure we'd be allowed to since its a friday night. meh... should I try anyway...?? hmmm...


I found weiners on ebay... haha

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Thursday, May 19th, 2005
10:20 pm
I feel CRAZY... and I dont know why...!

just watched a really weird movie. Im not sure what it was called, but there was a really creepy snake like monster thingy and Im even more positive now that I will never go on a cruise.


mikes hard cranberry lemonade is tastey.
tasty doesnt have an 'e' in it, does it? oh well...

I wanna play on photoshop. but Im not going to cause this isnt my computer.

current mood: not quite sure, but thats ok!

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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
9:50 pm
'pauly shore is dead' was not a good movie - and I like pauly shore.

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Monday, May 16th, 2005
11:06 pm
hmmm... Im bored... and warm... bored and warm. thats always fun.

we were gonna get some mikes hard cranberry lemonade, but it was 8 bucks and kelley only had 6. boo hoo for that. anyhoo... gonna watch 'pauly shore is dead' now. should be... interesting? we'll see.

current mood: peaceful

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12:10 am
hmm... I bought sideways and this makes me very happy inside...

current mood: grrr-eat

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Friday, May 13th, 2005
11:59 pm
I really see no point in writing in here, but I guess the fact that no one reads this could be a good thing. hmm... maybe someday we'll see.

I havent been up to much of anything lately. therefore, nothing real interesting has happened lately. oh! I had my first experience at being the designated driver last night. that was loads of fun, and Im gonna say rather interesting - but mainly because it was a new experience for me. Im not really sure how much I actually enjoyed it, but it was kinda amusing at points. it was only one person, and Im not exactly sure if you could say this person was 'drunk'... but they were acting silly - and kinda drove me nuts at points.

anyhoo... I went to holland tonight and finally got that elephant ear I wanted. to no surprise, it wasnt that great. I couldnt even eat all of it because I started to feel sick. so tehn we went to the peanut store, bought nothing, and went to another vendor so I could get some cotton candy before going home. mmm... I heart cotton candy...

so I guess Im gonna watch frasier now - I seem to do be doing that just about every night, which is ok cause I really dont have anything better to do these days...

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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
11:58 pm
why do I have this/write in it if Im not going to tell people about it, therefore no one will be reading it...?

why do I write run on sentances?

why do popups have to attack MY computer...??

total randomness, but oh well. happy mothers day... to no one on here.

meh... :)

current mood: weird... I think.

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